pretend to be happy ((:


06112010 - okay act nyy kesah malam tdi . tk sempat pon nk update smlm . baru hari nyy dpt update . err , malam tdi i da pk masak masak . and i'd already got the decision . i'm decided to go far away from his life . idk why . and i also don't know what the reason i buad cm nyy . mybe Tuhan nk tunjuk dekat i yg inilah jalan terbaek untk ktorg . i pon tk rasa i bole jadi dngn dea . it's getting hard when we start to be together . so yesterday night i think wisely about this matter . then bila online fb i buad status mengenai dea , i menangis . ramai jugaa laa yg komen . ade komen yg buad i makin down , and ade jgak komen yg menyedarkan i . antara komen yg menyedarkan i , dari zaza .

aqylaa ((:

hye awak oke bye - zaza

zaza suh i lupekan dea . okay mmg tk senang tp i'll try my best to forget him . then malam tadi jgak i pk semasak masaknye . i mesti lupekan dea . i da tkboleh mcm ny lagi , keep on torturing myself . i da tkboleh lagi lemah mcm nyy . so i tekad , i akan mulakan hidup baru , dunia baru , buku baru . no more i*** , no more keding okay ! fullstop . a new life without him . itu tekad i skg . and i nk ucapkan thanks yg tk terhingga to , zaza , ib , wadia , aqylaa and others . thanks bnyk bnyk eh korg sbb menaikkan semangat i blek . kalo tk i da lame down beb . disaat i hampir terjatuh coz masalah nyy , korg ade kt belakang backup i. thanks sngtsngt . especially zaza . hanya Tuhan jea dpt balas kebaikan korg . korg kawan dunia akhirat i weyh . and now , i da boleh lupekan dea sket sket . hope dpt lupekan dea sepenuhnye . doakan ye kawanKAWAN ((:

(okay da mule menggedik gune "i" )

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